Sunday, October 20, 2013

There's Nothing Okay About It... About Me.

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I can feel it bubbling, I can feel it.
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I can feel that it's going to happen, and happen soon. There's nothing strange, or mysterious about it.

I mean come on... it's a cycle. Everything is fine and dandy for a while and then all of a sudden he starts acting... cruel.

It starts with a tiny disagreement, or if I don't move fast enough,
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And I get hit, or kicked, or punched, or slapped. I pretend to be strong, I pretend that I'm okay.

I pretend that this was the last time, that it won't happen again.

And for a while it doesn't...

Then he

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and im not okay

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